Monday, October 13, 2008
life...
Wat is life?looking at other plp's lives,like the lives of those 2 plp i admire,i envy all of them.Mine started like any other.in a hospital.the 1st 6 yrs of life were blissfull.but,......like a ll things ,the bliss brought a companion,.....suffering n sorrow.
In my 1st yr of middle school,i was thrilled n excited.then came the homework a few days ltr.i could'nt understand y i could not understand the problem sums.it was horrible!2 topo i off,my mom grew impatient wif my stupidity!n the only way she could vent her anger was 2 take it out on the source of her problems,me.
The yrs tat followed were similar 2 the 1st one.yeahsure,i had a couple of joys but,i always grew afraid when my mom checks my work,even if i did nothing wrong!yet 4 all these,i still remained hardworking.but my attidude began 2 drop wif the sadness n anger in me.it went all the way till i was 9.a teacher in school influenced me wif his sli-shot ways n i began 2 take tis slow n lazy way of life in.not tat i wanted it,it just felt so inviting!tat teacher is-MrWong Horn Ginn.
Life is moving on now.i'm now 12.although it seems like such a long time,it feels like it has been a long time.u hav no idea how many nights i've spent crying in my bed ,or complaing 2 myself.maybe its self-pity,but,hu does'nt hav it?because of those ways,my attidude reached its limit in being a goodgirl.i've done bad things like talking back 2 certain teachers,hitting other plpl,......i am sry 4 all my sins,except the 1 which i cannot tell but i think is right.
Life 4 me now is better,although i still hav much 2 tell u.i also failed 2 mention tat my mom sent me 2 a childcar centre wich i still am attending.altoughi only hav a few more months in it,it stills is a long time cause i hate the plp thr hu treat almost all of us kids like dirt.but if not 4 tat place,i wouldnt noe wat is a gamebot or a mp3 player,or even sick thing s tat u can imagine.i would still be in a garden of seclusion if not 4 the filth of tat place.
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family-in-law soon